i don't know what it is in my personality that makes people fear me, i'm really a softy at heart. just today, a hard day for the team because of the heavy work load, i finished my part early, put my stuff away, and then went to join in with the other half of the team setting up Easter. as i got closer, i heard tara say "hey, viv is coming, better make sure you did it right."
i don't know if this is her way of getting people to do things right without having to be mean or if she just enjoys making me the bad guy. personally, i don't mind playing the bad guy, it doesn't bother me what most people think, especially if a few people know the truth about me. i'm soft, i'm easy, and i have a much better sense of humor than most people know.
anyway, today at lunch i was listening to my newest music obsession, Gotye. his song Bronte seems to be about having to say good bye to his dog, and it made me think of when i'll have to put Frank down. Dammit if I didn't start sobbing into my soup! The lyrics are so touching, the vocals a mix of soft "it's okay, you can leave me" and soft wailing, my heart just breaks each time i listen.
Oh crap. Well stop listening to that song already then. I don't think I thought that much of this song when I was downloading songs from iTunes for the latest playlist.
ReplyDeletestop listening? nah. trying to desensitize so it won't be nearly as hard when the time comes. it is also worth mentioning that it is close to that time of the month, and i'm pretty emotional. i actually sobbed while watching a video about unusual animal friends on wimp.com. seriously.
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